FAQ

"What happened?" is a frequently asked question that I still don't have the complete answer to.

To be quite honest, I don't know if I ever will have an answer to that question. I don't know if I will ever understand what happened or why Ethan passed. I'm finding a lot of strength in my faith in God's plan and from the outpour of support, but I'm not going to lie

...it still hurts.

Although writing has always served as a theraputic outlet for me, there just aren't words in the English language to express what I'm feeling inside. I'm having a hard time getting my feelings out liguistically and that troubles me.